so this is the end of us? this is how you want it to end? did you even want an 'us' in the first place?
i keep rereading our previous texts. the arguments, the sweet ones. i know i'll never receive them ever again.
do you realise something? i hurt myself by hurting you. you're not the only one who's hurt you know?
i don't know why you say i'm unfaithful to you. we weren't together yet so we could still see other people.
well at least now i know how you felt like when i hurt you last year before the final exams.
are you happy that i'm hurt? are you? is it easy for you? tell me please. is this easy for you? it isn't for me.
to lose so many people at one go, it's really frustrating and yet there's nothing you can do about it. do you know how helpless i feel like? i don't even know who to chase after to keep them in my life now.
i can't deal with this anymore. maybe one day it'll end. maybe one day i'll end it for me.