i'm tired of wearing this smile. i'm so tired.
all the time i feel like giving up. i don't think i can hold on much longer.
it just feels so weird without my daddy here. i would do anything to have you here, you know that daddy?
people say that perhaps i'm a strong person, because i don't cry over the death of my dad.
i do. i do it in private places. i have to stay strong for everyone. but i really really miss you.
i hate this feeling so much.. it feels so hollow you know?
it's so sad that you'll never be able to see me grow up into the person you wanted me to.
i'm so tired.
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