im tired.

i'm tired of yelling, pretending, being alone, feeling angry, feeling crazy, feeling stuck.
i'm tired of needing help, remembering, missing things, missing people, feeling worthless.
i'm tired of feeling empty inside, not being able to let go.
i'm tired of wishing i could start all over. i'm tired of dreaming of a life i will never have.
i'm tired of being tired.