a lot of stuffs happened today.
i've lost what i think is everyone.
i'm such a fucked up person. and i hate it. i hate the ways things have turned into.
i hate to know that i'm such an evil person
i am tired of being the bad person, why am i like this?
Her:
hello, if you're reading this, i want you to know how damn sorry i am. the angry me isn't always out, but it seems to come out very often nowadays. i wasn't like this once. i gues it had to do with how perfect you are. everyone said before that no one was perfect. but you, are a different case. everyone wants to be you. you have the looks, brains and friends. me on the other hand, is trying so damn hard to fit in, while you can just walk into a room people will just listen to you. everyone loves you. i really hate what i did today. we were always very close, but because i let this thing affect me sooo much, i actually distanced myself from you, and i disliked you because you're just that perfect
the reason why i actually was angry was because there were people who told me that both of you look like you're together. when i see the both of you sitting so close and smiling and talking and laughing i also thought that.
i'm really sorry and i would like to salvage what little we have left.
i don't want to lose a friend like you. and please, don't completely distance yourself from him, i know he's like your best friend and brother but please, don't cut off connection with him just because of me.
i'm sorry.
Him:
hello. i know that you'll read this. i hope that you are. i want you to know that i'm really sorry for i had done. please don't get angry with me or upset with me when you read this because i just want to apologise and clear things up alright
i know i've been mean lately to you over this subject. to tell you the truth, i am upset with what you've got with her.
the both of you seem like you guys are really an item
i was mad at that, that you both were so close so endearing towards each other
that doesn't really give me the chance to spoil what you had
please don't let what happened earlier today ruin your friendship with her
i don't want to see the both of you so distanced because of me
i'm sorry.