awesome day minus away the sadness (part 2)

sooo the sadness is about this friend that i made earlier this year.
i'm really sorry for how i treated you. believe me, i am.
you are a really nice person, and i do feel guilty that i hurt you so badly.
i really don't want you to leave my life, despite how i just walked out on yours.
i realized fully that my actions brought on your sadness. i really hope that you will forgive me.
if you don't, i understand why. i'm sorry.