i'm not as strong as i seem. i try to believe i am, but no, i'm not
i'm a huge fucking wreck
i'm not good in dealing with people who leave, or change, i'm not good with that
i don't want to need you this way, i hate it
i feel so vulnerable
i wish things were the same between us
is it ever going to be?
i don't want to think about all these, i just want to forget