i cannot believe i bared my soul for you to see and all you said was 'its okay'
yes i believe it's okay for you not for me
i feel so fucking stupid to have told you how i felt
have i not learned my lesson? what the fuck is wrong with me?
i don't know really i am so tired of this
whatever i try and do to save this is pointless anyway
you don't care
if it's so easy for you to not care why can't i do the same?
why can't i block you out like how you did to me?
perhaps if i learn to do so or i am heartless enough to do so it won't be this painful to me
there's no reason for me to keep trying anyway right?