staring at my food but i cannot eat it
lying in my bed but i am not sleeping
crying in my room but i keep it top secret
cos people tell me they care but they do not mean it
im cut open even though im not bleeding
my heart is broken so im gonna make it stop beating
i pop pills in and let it take over me
theres no use in pumping my stomach cos ill just do it again
im a lost cause so screw it
everyone with grudges towards me is going to love it
smiles on their faces when my death goes public
my life is nothing but a disaster
and time goes by faster
but in a while all these wont matter