life just doesn't work the way you want it to. thanks to this sec 4 camp, it made me realise that not everyone is who they portray themselves to be. Human nature is manipulative, and you guys took it to the next level. i'm not sure if you guys were dumb enough to be manipulated by him, or just decided to go with the crowd. whatever it is, thank you. i realise who my real friends are. and i'm thankful for that because i don't really want to live a life full with fake people. that life isn't worth living. i can't stay with people who do not know how to stand for themselves. because it's very pathetic that you don't have a mind of your own.
real friends help both parties. not one. the fact that you guys went over to him because you pitied him and wanted to help cushion the blow that i dealt was really nice of you. but don't you think that i was hurting too? don't you think i need help too? isn't 2 of you go over and help him was enough? while the rest stays with me? see? that's what i meant when you don't have a mind of your own. you just go with the crowd, not thinking whether you hurt the others feelings or not.
but that's okay. the worst thing is finding out that you guys were the ones who sent the whatsapp texts. that's what hurt the most. you guys just went over to him. didn't even ask my side of the story. just assumed i don't tell you stuffs. have you ever thought that i was afraid of burdening you? that's why i didn't go to you guys? don't be quick to assume things. you can always ask me what's wrong. i would tell you.
it's really appalling how 1 person can ruin 3 people's friendships.