Friday, 18 January 2013

there is just so much a girl can take. i don't know why you feel so insecure. please tell me why? shouldn't all obstacles or fights make us stronger? it only made us weaker. i've been trying my best to stop fighting but you just get so worked up over little things, and during the fights you'll also bring in my past or past mistakes and use it against me. why do you do that?
"there is no love without forgiveness, and there is no forgiveness without love."
you keep saying that you forgive for certain fights that i caused, but you still manage to use my words against me when we fight again. it makes me wonder if you truly forgave me. if you did you wouldn't have said that right? but you did anyway.
everytime without fail, during our fights you would always say that i'd accuse you of not caring how i feel. but isn't it the truth? instead of talking to me nicely, you would kick up a big fuss. like throwing your temper or take out your anger on me. excuse me i'm not your anger bin. i'm not a toy. you wouldn't speak nicely and you feel upset because i said you didn't care about my feelings? isn't it true?
i feel so much like a guy in this relationship. i can't take it anymore. i can't take you always wanting to fight. i can't take your temper. i can't take it.

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