i'm tired of people telling me to stay strong. i want to, really. but even those little things, like when i see some kids walking down the street with their dad, or seeing a kid laughing with their dad, it sets me off. cos that's what my dad and i used to do. everything seems so surreal, but it is actually real. i just want daddy back. i would even tear my one direction posters or give away all my hunger games stuff, or even sell the laptop and my phone, just to have him back. please give me my daddy back
or maybe if i sleep then i wake up, it'll be just a dream