enough.

you didn't even tell me anything. tell me. what did i lie to you about? as far as i know i didn't lie to  you. tell me. you don't tell me how i know? you know something? i really hate fighting with you.
i feel so unwanted and hated by you. you would always care if it's hurtful to you but what about me? did you even think before how i would feel if you just ignored me? do you?
i'm really tired of trying and trying and trying. i'll be honest with you. i always have patience with you. i don't know why. i'm only human and i too have my breaking point.
i'm so damn tired of everything. i'm so tired of my life. i'm so tired of screwing up every single thing.
i feel like i don't mean anything to you at times.

i'm a real big mess. i can't seem to do anything right and i don't know why. at times i really wish to be another person because now every person i see has a smile on their face. i want to be free of my problems. i hate to feel so useless and stupid.