what if you could run away and leave it all behind?

im sure everyone have thought about runnung away before. right? when i was younger, i used to think that running away would be kinda fun, to leave everything and everyone that i dislike behind. i used to dream of living in the countryside, just like those Lesley Pearse books that i had read. it's like so peaceful, and you have the image of yourself being really happy. bright sun, clear skies, glimmering sea, free of troubles and problems.
i now still think of all these. but i wouldn't run away. the action of running away is cowardly. even though i do that sometimes but yes it's cowardly.