i don't love me. and that's how i understand why you don't either.

im stupid. im crazy. im idiotic. im annoying for wanting you to talk to me all the time. im ugly. im selfish. im not thoughtful. im not sweet. im not girly like you wanted. im silly. im hard to understand. im difficult. im stubborn. im impatient. she's all that you've ever wanted, and i'm all you've ever disliked. now i know why you don't love me.