i actually don't know what im going to do
no matter how many times i tell you that i wasn't lying, you still wouldn't believe
well for starters, if i was lying to you would i have shown up with her by my side? i wouldn't hide that right?
i really don't know what to do anymore
im even more lost than i was
im not blaming you or anything but its like you're emotionally attacking me you know?
you're throwing your emotional securities but i don't know what to do
i've changed from last year. im more patient now but i don't know when my patience will run out
i know im strong, but i won't be able to stand it if you leave me honestly
what do i do now?