JIAWEI.
my dear girl! i'm not really sure where to start but i guess i'll start from your blog! today, i went to your blog (don't say i'm a stalker) and read your post on the sibling love thing. i just want you to know that your parents do love you. they do. i guess they are not the type to show love. or maybe they don't know how to show it to you. your sister may be better than you academically but you know yourself that you've tried your best for EOY. i do know that you've tried your best because we studied together!
i may not know how it feels like to be compared to your sibling but i do know that it's awful. But comparing and being compared is part of human nature. it's just like KFC and Mac's harsh brown! which do you prefer? You'll pick Mac! Right? You can't blame your parents for that my dear. Your parents love you, they really do. Trust me.
You're not a girl who wastes her money buying unnecessary stuffs. To me, you're a really caring, nice, sweet, funny girl. Life is precious, don't waste it okay!
Promise me you won't do anything stupid! Every minute you spent contemplating your existence is every minute wasted to make yourself happy. You'll always have me here alright :) anything you can just call me :) to talk to me or just feel like calling me also can :) you're not alone my dear girl. i'll always, always be here for you just like you did for me.
and anyway, i've gotten you your birthday present! :B hehehe happy or not?! haha find one day we go out together alright! :) i only need to work on 11, 12, 17 and 18 December :) then i'm free~ you this little pig!! i text you no reply, bet you still sleeping right :( wake up la! :)
and remember, i love you and when you find yourself lonely, just call me up :) i will pick it up! unless i'm sleeping :x but yeah :) see you soon babe! ;) <3
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