busy week this week so sorry for not posting
i really don't know what's wrong with me though, i can't sleep and have been sleeping for a few hours only even when its exams
so anyway finally done with english listening comprehension, english paper 1 and 2 and social studies
it was alright i guess but i do hope i am able to score for ss
2 weeks later and its the killer papers
physics and chemistry, history and math paper 1, math paper 2 and poa
very worried cos i am super careless and makes mistakes that cause me to lose a lot of marks, especially for math T.T

so sorry for the not posting again :( been busy with studying sigh
major examinations start tomorrow, and you can really feel the pressure
tmr would be the n levels mother tongue, and i don't need to go, only for the english listening compre later at 2, so to all the students taking mt tmr all the best! :)
it really scares me, pretty much all the time, with all the 'what if' questions in my mind
tbh, i find the education really stressful
so i guess i wont be able to post much but i'll try

as hard as i try to be positive, there are still rare times i guess, that i feel insecure.
i know i'm overthinking too much and i try to block such thoughts from my head because it won't do us any good, like what i've learned from the past incident
we agreed to talk to each other about what and how we were feeling right?
since i wasn't able to talk to you about, cos i feel stupid for feeling this way, maybe i should post it here
there's this girl in your class that keeps mentioning you
idk i feel uncomfortable with it gahh feel so stupid to be bothered over this
but im comforted by the thought that when there are so many other girls that are prettier, smarter, kinder, nicer, cuter, anything more than me, you chose me :) so i'm really thankful for you and i don't know what i would do if i didn't meet you :( so thank you for all the memories you gave me! i love you! :)