so damn tired i feel like im going to collapse soon
today sch ended at 12-45, from 12-45 to 1-30 i had chinese remedial then from 1-30 to 3-30 i had math remedial
afterwards went to Baskin Robbins with Amalia and Faseha
went to the library afterwards to get my favourite sequel to a book :)
actually planning to go jp tomorrow to get third piercing and shopping for clothes!
can relax for a day then back to studying again!

i've never met someone like you who can actually just make me pissed off with what you do. simple things like breathing.
yeah. i have never, i'm positive, HATED anyone before. you're the first one congratulations :)
i found out that you cared about people's opinions about you a lot. even mine.
well you certainly wouldn't want to hear mine at all.
because i think, that you are very manipulative, very cunning, very bitchy and very annoying.
i wish you could see you through my eyes because only then you're able to realise how fucking stupid you look like to me
you love my leftovers so much huh? alright, i'll let you know when i do not want things anymore, you can have them
trash hoe

finally homed. have done some chinese idioms. wooooo
soo tired. i really feel like giving up and not do exp chinese anymore. so demoralizing..
its like even though i try so hard i only have a little improvement..
anyway today was the first day we got back our prelims result. omg
first was poa. it was alright but i actually mixed up the thingy (what do you call it)
then was mt
it was ok luh just that we had normal lessons and some people need not come for lessons as they already gotten an A1 or A2 :(
math was next and i can say that i had SO MANY CARELESS MISTAKES
i just wanna throw myself off the building omg how am i able to make so many careless mistakes???
english results aren't out yet and mrs tan said that theres a few who did not pass the first paper :(
hope it isnt me
and then we got humanities last
i was so shocked to find out that i scored higher for social studies than history cos i was positive that part a of my seq question in social studies which is 12 marks was gone cos i did like only 2 paragraphs
but i overall passed AHHHHH
so happy cos i finally managed to pass hehehe but just pass only so still need to work on that
x

goodnight x

i dare say i've been through a lot this year.
2013 is the very first year that made me open my eyes, and see how the world really works.
2013 is where i guess, could and would be one of the difficult years i've been through.
many deaths, many days where i just couldn't cope and many friends whom i've lost.
i've learnt that people are manipulative, calculating, cunning, despicable.
they have seeds of hatred so deeply strewn in them that it causes them to do things that only hurt them.
perhaps one day they'll realise it and they'll stop what they've been doing to people. perhaps one day when they have met their retribution. maybe when karma hits them.
i just hope that when it happens, i'll be there.

wow after so long. i'm so sorry for abandoning my readers i guess? what little readers i have left.
i apologise for not updating as my laptop broke down. i had my prelims and they just ended.
i got back my o levels result and it wasn't good. at all. im going to retake it and the exam is in another one and a half weeks. around there. after that my n levels subject examination will take place.
so i guess i won't be able to update that much but i will try! :)
things are going alright with person a :) i'm glad that we're okay already, i miss him so much!!
i hope that things continue the way they are :)
still trying to forgive and forget when it comes to people, as well as staying positive!
afterall i might die anytime!