yep i feel tired now, shall go sleep and i'll post tomorrow ^^
nights world, xx

the weather is so nice ^^
perfect for sleeping! so anyway, just now my dad changed the channel and the movie, The Lovely Bones came on! i love that show and God knows how long i haven't seen the movie. SO LOOOONG!
The Lovely Bones is about this 14 year old girl, Susie Salmon. she was murdered on December 6, 1973. she was murdered by her neighbour, Mr Harvey. then later in the movie, you'll realised that he actually murdered other girls too! this movie is really touching and sad at the same time!
you can also find the book version, by Alice Sebold ^^

hahahaha seriously she's taking such a long time to reply! WHY

HAHAHAH OKAY
so Sarah dm me on twitter saying: "Kiana what's your number?! i lost all of my contacts!"
i decided to play a prank on her! :D
i texted her saying : i can see you.
she replied: YAY. i'm so sad. everything in my phone is gone. :(
i said: do you know who am i?
HAHAHA shall post the continued conversation later! ;)
xx

"You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger." -Buddha.

i totally agree with this.

hahahah i think i'm spamming you people with pictures!
:)
have a great Saturday! ^^

 

People have scars. in all sorts of unexpected places.
like secret road maps of their personal histories.
diegrams of all their own wounds.
most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar.
but some of them don't.
some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone,
the pain still lingers.

today's saturday! haha i just bathed, and im feeling so lazyyyy. oh my god how am i supposed to do my revision later T^T
haii.

i love the song Die in your arms by Justin Bieber! it sounds so romantic :')
so sweet the song!

today was alright i suppose :)
went to 7-11 after school, then went to 40th storey to eat instant noodles HAHAH with Sarah.
then went to the library!

you thought that i like you? my dear boy, you're obviously delusional.
i never liked you. never have, never will.
get that into your mind. ^^

haha okay, i changed the looks of my blog already ^^
really hope you guys like it! cos i like it hahah :B

anyways.
today was okay, kinda passed quickly for me.
hmm, i had the backbone checkup -.-
i have to go back next year and next next year. k whatever.

k. im so damn pissed off cos i want to change the bloody song tracks on my blog and they would not be able to play. I GIVE UP.
piece of shit.

alrighty. just came back from the supermarket!
and throughout the the journey we were indirect tweeting HAHAHA. like 4 or 5 of us leh!
so fun ^^
k maybe not but you guys tweets are hilarious! XD
nights, signing off, xx

DISCLAIMER: this isn't meant to offend anyone, don't read it unless you have a strong heart.
this post is meant for Jonathan Chiew.
this is to clear things up ONCE AND FOR ALL.
firstly, i'm really sorry to say this but somehow i don't want to be friends or anything more or less than that. thanks for the offer.
secondly, i have repeatedly asked you to leave me alone, not to talk to me or anything. i don't want anything to do with you. i'm sorry.
thirdly, please do not wear 2C2's class tee. people from 2C2 agrees.
fourthly, i am telling you one final time, leave me alone.

i need to move on and let go, but i can't.

today in general was okay.
collected my ic ^^ yay, but to be honest i look like crap. :(
Mr Tan handed me my ic while laughing! so mean!!
no seriously i look REALLY crappy.

i love the song Stand Up by One Direction! omyyy. *.*

seriously what the fuck is wrong with you? he's just a baby and it's normal for him to cry what?
so why are you shouting at him for crying?

final post tonight, guess i'll see you guys tomorrow ^^

i always have this fear that one day,
you're gonna discover that i'm not as great,
as you thought i was.

see you tomorrow then, xx

by now, i've gotten used to you not being here.
if it's that easy to forget our memories and us, by all means, do so.
im tired of acting like i don't give a damn, but inside it's killing me.

went to cut my hair earlier! it's much shorter :/
then accompanied my mummy to the doctor, she's not feeling well!

sometimes when you just can't handle it anymore longer, you just break down. for every single thing rotten in your life.

At this point, i almost know you too well.
sometimes it's an advantage.
i know if you're not being honest.
the way you speak and the way your eyes look.
sometimes it's a disadvantage.
because when you say it in a certain way,
i know you mean it.
sometimes i don't want to believe that you mean what you say.
sometimes i wish you were lying to me,
like when you said you were leaving.

yeah and i lost my thumbdrive! angry me. but i know it was partly my fault because i didn't keep it properly so i really can't blame anyone but myself.
today was okay in school.
but i had physics test today! and tomorrow will be poa and chinese test!
i revised poa and did my math homework already but i forgot to bring home my chinese books :/
so i guess im going to cram my mind with words tomorrow!
haha.

is it really that obvious we fought?
Faseha and Berlindia told me so.
it feels kinda empty now without you in my life, and whenever im around you i feel so transparent.
it's as if you can't see me. you denied it, saying i have a very good imagination but in actual fact you just don't want to admit it to me.
the pain i used to feel is now numb to me.

okay, im really tired. shall head to bed now ^^
nights~ see you tomorrow! :)
love, xx

it's funny, how easily you walked into my life,
was just how easily you walked out of my life.
thanks a bunch.

you were one of the few people who could really connect with me. i trusted you. you gave me a perfect reason now why i shouldn't. you made a terrible mistake.

i guess im just spamming my own blog. hahaha.


PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY.
YOU JUST ELEVATE AND GET USED TO IT,
BY GROWING STRONGER.

so i've got alot of stuffs to tell you guys.
first up, there's this guy in school, let's just call him Mr Fluffy.
we were very close, (it's like we're brothers and sisters) since the beginning of last year, and recently, i don't know why but he keeps on ignoring me, then will just randomly talk to me at one point. it's really upsetting and i don't know why he treats me like this. we've even gone to the point of having a some sort of arguement on twitter. i know it's childish but yeah. this happened before last time too. and both times i didn't do a single thing. i didn't do anything wrong and he treated me like that! like seriously. -.-
so i guess i've decided to continue my life without him, but it's difficult, because he used to be quite a huge part in my life you can say. i miss him.

hi! ^^
first of all, im very very very sorry for not posting in here for so damn long!
haha my laptop is working well now :) just got it back today! :)

sorry for not updating as my com is spoiled :( now using dad's computer to do this post~ :)
to my dearest Jiawei:
my dear girl, life always has its ups and downs. even though im not that sure of what happened between you and her, but i do hope you guys will continue to be friends! :)
i dont want to see you upset in school okie? you dont look pretty with a frown! :P so must smile okay!
if there's anything, ANYTHING, im just a phone call, a text or a bus ride away. haha maybe not a bus ride away but you know what i mean :) anything you want to get off your chest, you can tell me! :)
and remember, i'll always love you my dear! <3
hahah okay, shall end this post here! i've got lots of homework and stuffs to do :)
see you next time, xx

sorry for not updating as my laptop went crazy and  FINALLY managed to got it to work just now, hope it will continue working!
so few days back, Sophia and me were talking about The Hunger Games. omigod. i love that movie!
i can't wait for the second part of it, Catching Fire to be released! i read a magazine and they said that Catching Fire will be releases on 22 November 2013! then Sophia said it was during our N levels. :(
i very sad liao. cos there's NO WAY my mum and dads gonna let me watch it :(